Friday, March 23, 2007
1:57:00 am
Listen,
To the song here in my heart
A melody Ive start
But cant complete
Listen, to the sound from deep within
Its only beginning
To find release
Oh,
the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
all cause you wont
Listen....
[Chorus]
Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
Im not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now Im done believin you
You dont know what Im feelin
Im more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone Id thought had died
Sooo long ago
Ohh Im free now and my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your arms
All cause you wont
Listen...
[Chorus]
I dont know where I belong
But ill be movin on
If you dont....
If you wont....
LISTEN!!!...
To the song here in my heart
A melody Ive start
But I will complete
Oh,
Now im done believin you
You dont know what Im feelin
Im more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
my own
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`thoughts.
if only. you would listen and not shoot at me.
tried to talk to mum just now. and what did i get?
sacrasm and i dunno what else.
instead of being supportive and like agreeable, she simply went on.
it isnt my fault that i had to wait for my bloody turn 3 hours later.
it isnt my fault that the queue was extremely long when i went at 9am and because i had only 5 hours of sleep and feeling hungry, shane and i decided to go and grab a bite first.
it isnt my fault that the no i received was 127 and the number on display was only at 28.
argh.
soon, she'll blame me for not communicating with her. or filling her with whats up in my life.
like the lyrics goes, you dont listen - i'll end up finding my own.
tell me why.
this is the reason why i dont come home early when i go out. because i dont see any point eating dinner or even talking to you.
you didnt give me your entire full support when i made my choices for teritary. you had so many comments on every course i was going to apply for.
and you didnt seem pleased when i had the course i wanted all along.
ARGH!
things did not go well today. not at all.
thank god for you to cheer me up on the fone.
happy note:
one month for me to turn 18! HAHAAHAHA.
