Tuesday, May 15, 2007
11:48:00 pm
`reality
okies. spiderman 3 is finally watched by me :)
the plot wasnt that fantastic. themes were found in the show like friendship lost and renewed again, love and ego-ness. sorry ar. thats me now, being a critical thinker. hahaha
but the ending kinda sucked. a cliffhanger rather. sighs. wondering whether is there spiderman 4. if there is, another 2 more years of waiting. oh mans.
hmm.my company for this show was mahes and jaime. HAHAHA. as usual, we crapped lahs. but wasnt enough. bought jes present before the show.
just printed out all my notes. my printer ink is delepting mans. craps.
and
it has suddenly dawned upon me on how much i changed on this particular issue. the song that i keep replaying on mp3 speaks alot. it can show your desire and yet the pain.
i didnt want to fall into that trap, didnt want to need you so bad.
and all of sudden, i cant go on being the me i used to be, that independent, bubbly girl.
i am not that strong anymore. not when it comes to this.
all you see is a girl with a broken smile or a mask over her.
fragments of me are still trying to be pieced together slowly with time.
little did i know, i still care for you. like when you didnt turn up at church on sunday. though i had a motive but at the back of my mind was to see you. but yet dont have to courage to ask people where you were you.
its been a month and yet....rahhhhh
didnt expect and had never thought that i would be this way.
doubt you would read this anyway.
where is me? why am i still lost in this dark tunnel?
will there be anyone to bring me out?
